Pinanood ko ‘yung opening kanina but di ko nakita kung pano bumagsak si Julie. Ayan na. Unli replay yan. Tsk! Mas masakit pa to sa “it hurts everywhere”. TBH, papatayin ko na sana yung TV kasi naawa ako kay Ja kasi by the looks of it (Naks! English oh!) sobrang sakit ng pagkabagsak nya and at the same time, nahihiya ako kasi pinakita on air yung nangyari.
I won’t mind when your hands smell like gunpowder after spending the day at the shooting range. I won’t make you feel weird because you have more men’s shirts than I do (I might even wear a few of them, and proudly tell anyone that will listen…
I never really thought that our love team will come to this point, for me he is more than just an on-screen partner. He was my friend, no, he was my bestfriend. And I even feel more than that towards him. For 2 years he was my on-screen partner, my love team, my bestfriend, and now I can’t even think it’s about to end! All those memories we had, we will never have the chance to do it again. Is this really the end of US?
Who would have thought that I will have an on-screen partner? That I will have a love team?? Even I didn’t thought about that. But it came, and I didn’t expect that I will be this close to her. She’s my bestfriend and I am his and more to that I developed a special feeling for her. A feeling that is not felt for a bestfriend, and for a few months now I want to be more than his best friend.
I thought everything is going out smoothly between the 2 of us, between our team-up. But then, things aren’t really on your side always isn’t it?
I’m now ready for our prod; I seriously hope this is not the last. It’s killing me to think that this will be the final performance I’ll have with her.
And there she is, at the other side of the stage. She’s looking at her fans, our fans. Smiling, and waving at them, and I am here, looking at her, admiring her from afar, loving her secretly afraid that she might not feel the same way. She seems happy, I guess she doesn’t mind if our team-up will really end, all those smiles seems to put up the hidden words for me, but there is something in her eyes, but I can’t quite put it. Could it be that she’s been hurting too? Oh my Julie, sometimes I wish I could read your mind. You’re just so vague. But I can’t get my hopes up. The pain is just too much!!
Here I am, waving and smiling to my fans while waiting for our prod, my prod with the man who’s been my on-screen partner for 2 years, my bestfriend for real, and the man I’m dying to be with. My Elmo.
All this smiles I have today is just a mask of what I truly feel deep inside me. Because despite of all this pretentions, behind all of these smiles, my heart is bleeding, my soul has been ripped apart from my body and all I can feel is pain, pain from the reality that we are about to end, the end of our team-up which seems to be the end of my world too. This is just too much agony, it’s like my heart was shattered into pieces. It’s making me weak, but I have to be strong, for my family, my friends, my fans, and for him.
Here it is, our final song *heavy sigh* *music starts playing* (imaginin nyo nlng po ung prod nila)
I started singing, feeling more of the pain
I can see tears forming in her eyes, but she tries to control it
I sung my part wholeheartedly; I felt every emotion of the song
And soon I can already feel tears forming in my eyes
I can’t believe his crying too.
We were both crying before we know it, and we can’t just stop our tears from falling
The audience maybe wondering why we are crying, but I can also see that some are wiping there tears while watching us.
I can see they are also feeling what were feeling. Agony
Despite the tears that are continuously flowing out of our eyes we still continued singing. We are feeling every emotion of the song. Every pain, every sadness, I felt every bit of it.
All of my doubts disappeared into thin air at that moment, for I am sure this is hard for her too. She’s feeling the pain as much as I do.
I hugged her as the song ended.
He hugged me, and I hugged him back.
“I love you Julie” he said in almost a whisper
I felt butterflies in my stomach when I heard that, suddenly my world lit up again, eliminating all the pain and sadness I felt. Instead of answering I hugged him tighter. I hope this is enough to be my response to him.
I told her the magic words, I don’t know if it would still make a difference. I felt her stiffen. I was not expecting for an answer from her, I already thought about this, and I think it’s best that before we go on our separate ways she knows what I truly feel for her.
Seconds after I said that, when I thought she already absorbed what I said she hugged my tighter, and that meant more to me than anything in the world knowing she accepted my love, even if it’s already too late.
We soon then left the stage; we were holding each other’s hands. This may be the last time that I may be able to hold his hand and so held them tight he did the same thing as well.
When we reached the back stage, invisible from all the people from the audience he faced me, and so I did.
“Thanks for everything Julie, I will never forget you and all the things we’ve been through” he stated while holding my hand. Sincerity is very vivid in his voice and I can’t help but cry again.
He wiped my tears using his thumb “sshh don’t cry, I hate seeing you in-pain because me”
“I just can’t help it, thanks for everything Moe, I will never forget you. You will always have a special place in my heart” cliché as it may sound but I just want him to know how much he meant to me.
We hugged each other the last time, and bid each other farewell.
“Till next time my Julie”
We let go of each other and turned our backs walking through our different directions with a heavy heart and tears on our eyes.
I looked at him one more time, coincidentally he did the same.
I ran towards him and so did he.
I hugged him tight
I hugged her even tighter
We finally let go of each other and drifted on our own paths and never turned around to face each other again, hoping it would lessen the pain and also to escape the fear, the fear of not letting go when we hold each other again. This is it, our painful end. Heartbreaking finale, I guess this is really our destiny.
Unexpected beginning and an unexpected painful END.
(alam ko lame :D, la lungs, tagal na nito, d ko lang pinost)
sana mai makabasa nitong post ko.. ..and so i heard na wla nadaw julielmo dahil sa paglipat nung isa or for whatever reason I/we dont know, the news ripped me apart., shattered my heart into pieces, marami talagang adiks na nasaktan sa paghihiwalay ng julielmo, isa na ako dun, i just cant bare to see the two having a different partner, sakit sa heart adiks dba? for more than 2 years julielmo has b
een the source of our happiness, d nakokompleto ang sunday natin pag wlang julielmo prod, ang wallpaper sa cellphone ay picture nila, nagiing favorite color nadin natin ang orange & blue and all those things concerning julielmo, i just hope for whatever reason behind sa paghihiwalay nila sana naman katanggap tanggap yun, as a fan i really want them to be together, and i guess all the fans do.. i just hope GMA reconsiders.. WAG NYO SANANG BUWAGIN ANG LOVETEAM NILA.. ….sana tuloy2 na ang sinasabi nyong prod nila sa party p, ngayong sunday, wag nyo sana kaming paasahin GAWIN NYO TALAGA!! …be positive mga adiks :) kung d man sila magkatuloyan sa harap ng camera, sa totoong buhay nlng, MAS MASAYA YUN :) #sincerelyYours #AdikSaJuliElmo ♥ #JuliEmoTogetherFOREVER
and may i just add, you’re wasting a pretty BIG investment dahil sa pagbuwag nyo sa kanila, sana makita nyo yung potentials nila as a love team and as solo artist
Honored at flattered sina Elmo Magalona at Julie Anne San Jose na sila ang napili ng GMA-7 na magbida sa Together Forever na papalit sa Tweenhearts at sa Sunday, June 17 na ang pilot. Inamin ng dalawa na pressure sila dahil top rating ang show na papalitan nila at almost two years tumakbo sa…